My story part I.

Hey guyz, I wanted to write a story, and here You are :)
Upstairs, You have a little epitome of this story. I wish You'll be happy to read that and I think, it'll be very interesting. Enjoy!
So, let's start!

`Dear Diary, I have only one wish... To make never let it happened. Please, God, please, cancel that! I can't stand it! I hate it ! I hate myself! From this infortunately day I'm always sad and I'm only wathing TV shows,but I'm not as interested as then... I'm not myself, I'm an evil. Please, God, please, help me! I need that!I need You! I'm dying! Fuck You, God. You're not interested with me. You hate me, I know that! There are permissions,requests. there are prayers, what should I do to be normal? I'm only a bad player and you're a fucking boss, but, WHY, I'm asking, WHY It happened to ME? Why? What a 14 yr old girl did, to make her this awful thing ? I've never be bad.Please, give me the lucky card, it could make my life better! Please! Stop this blood crying of the little girl heart! Are You unsensitive? God! Please... `. Yes, she wrote that this day. Next fucking day with lies,mystery and all in round! Next day with a book.Next day behind the computers' screen and next day with this awful chat with mommy. ` What was in shool? Nothing. How are You? Fine. I'm going to work , your dinner is on the table , I'll be at 7, see ya. Bye.` Yeah... She was in next specialist hospital, she has a meeting with specialists, psychiatrist, with fairies and what? And nothing ! No one knows , what's going on with her. She told that her mommy lots times but she always only said: `Haha. You've got a fantastic sense of humour! You can become a comedian. Haha.Your imagination is awesome.I tell You,(this time crunch a carrot or other rabbit food) become a comedian! `Yeah, in totality I have a big sense of humour. I have fantastic life , with lots of fun to make it in my drollerys. Ha.! I love that... blah blah blah... ` Why she's always the worst? Why she?Whyyyyy? I know, it seems the worst thriller tariler, but it's true. Her life is... No comment.Grabby( but she hate this name) always say, she's a ghost, but no. She isn't. She's a....


Continuation'll come next time. :)

Stupid Twitter.

A few minutes ago I loged to Twitter. A saw a little message about `lists`. OR something like that. I clicked there and now I have'nt got followers, no one follow me and my all work with Twitter went away. STUPID STUPID STUPID Twitter!I don't know what's going on with Twitter and I think about say good-bye Twitter , becuase it's getting bad.Now my Twitter site doesn't work.;/ And I can't follow my old friend ;( What's going on? It doesn't woork ;( Cry cry cry ;( It's like a take a toy away the child ;( I want oold Twitter ;( I want my old frieends ;(

Rock&Republic

Hmm... Now they look not bad, but not awesome. They haven't got `that something`. But I don't know, how they look on the leg , so I can't choose my own full opinion about it. I'm between YES and NOT. And... what should I do? What do You think?

Miu Miu bag!

Miu miu was my friends' (she's 16 now) bests. She had a blog about her. I don't know hasn't she it now, but I want to ask her and write You about it ;)
I think it's really smart and classical with a nude of modern. This is my opinion. What do You all think? Is it okey or not? Is it good or not? It's `to be or not to be ` for her ;) XD

Camilla Belle in Marchesa dress!

I think she looks ... not bad.
And you, guyz? What do you think?

Volvo Fashion Week in Moscow!

No, I wasn;'t there, but I've got some photos , specially for You, guyz.

Dilemmas Magazine....

New number! Here it is! 3 PM , Oct 29th 2009, Poland and HERE IT IS. Some photos?
(it isn;t in polish)

What's trendy on Halloween 2009?

(it's an old photo. Now she looks:)
(Doda is my idol. I'm a huge fan! Fan number one! She's beside my other idols like J.Lo, Natalia Oreiro and MJ.)
Yeah. Saturday is going by huge steps and I haven't got a costume yet. (yes, some people in Poland celebrate it, not a lot, but... some. Like ME! ^^" I was going to an polish-american kindergarten and that's a tradicion for me. But we haven't got trick or treat (we never had ^^") and pumpkins. This is a little dancing-costume party and that's all. We have cards and lights, make-ups but it isn't a scary celebrate here, because next day we have a celebrate called Zaduszki. (read. ` zaduszki`) . It is a veeery sad celebrate , we're all going to church and cemetery and turn on the lights and buy and take flowers. We're standing (or sitting) on cemetery and with eyes looking at ground and listening to that , what the priest is calling. It is about 2-3 hours and after that we're having a family lunch. One time at school , my English teacher ask us ` What do you prefer guyz, Zaduszki or Halloween?` most of my class members answer: Zaduszki. Only me liked(and like now) Halloween more. Becuase it's not such a sad celebrate and it is lots of fun. But she (the teacher) replied: You always was strange, innormal. I wanted to replie her : ` You, too!` But I didn't do that. Poland is a VERY VERY religious country. Yes... There are most of catolics... It's a big racism here. We've got only similar cities , where there are no-catolicans. I don't like it. People don't have their own opinion,they must think, what the country heads say. Yeah. You must listen Radio Maria and others stupid things... On the religious education we've got test! Do you understand? TESTS. It isn't everywhere, but in MY city in MY school it is. From this year. From new priese . He's the shortest person I've ever seen, he's unfriendly and he command us that WE must going to church every day, we must read difficult Biblia and difficult book. He doesn't teach us , what is important in life, he doesn;t teach us about other religious etc... Last lesson I've been on RE , he said only catolicans are ok. Only our religious is good. I though I'll go away this class. I CAN'T STAND HIM, HIS RACISM AND HIS STUPID THEORIES! So what is this, Halloween isn't celebrating in Poland like for eg.in US. Yes... I write more than I would, but ... I wish You understood.
Btw. this Halloween trendy is to... be a celebrity! Eg. Tyra Banks was Kim Kardashian. Lula's (I like this webpage, but it is ONLY in polish ;/) propositions are:
-Robotwoman- Beyonce
-Friends,kitch and very bronze skin-Doda (polish superstar)
-free american girl- Lady Gaga (wtf?)
-beautiful coulturist-Madonna
-sexbomb-Mariah Carey
-vampire-Rihanna
Hmm... I must think about it... Oh no! I know! YOU tell me , who (from these ares) I'll be. Some photoes :D
WHich proposition is THE BEST FOR HALLOWEEN 2009?

Holiday collection for Topshop by Kate Moss

Sorry, I didn't write for ALL day, cause I was really busy. In the end I didn;t do ANYMORE important. Ohh... Wanna be with him ;(
Okey, don't worry. Let's start:
It'll be from 29th Oct in Topshop. Yeah. And it ISN'T Topshop in Poland. Great. I won't see ;( . What a life! :D
She is SO beautiful. But this collection is boring. Normal. Casual. It was past. Vote: NO.
But I must have more photos. For today It's bad for me. That's all about it.

Original boots.

After the last note I'm in shock. Absolutely. I must write about something better. Oh yeah....
The first from the left are the best, the second ones are on the 2nd place and the lastes are the first from my right. :D Yeah. Original and good. i like it.

Wedding dresses by toilet paper!

Oh my gosh... I can't stand it. I can't look at this. Bleh... ;/ Worst fashion thing I've ever seen. Ble ble ble ;/ . Polish: FUUUJ. :D
Never again. My poor eyes. .

Some new photos!!!

---XD

Dulce Maria scene version.

Sass & Bide Towards The Light denim vest
537 PLN ($190) - net-a-porter.com
Knit polo neck
2 593 PLN (560 GBP) - brownsfashion.com
Big Sequin Hotpants
130 PLN (28 GBP) - topshop.com
LNA Black Lace Zipper Leggings
461 PLN ($163) - bunnyhug.co.uk
G15D093 BOOT BLACK STUDS at Aloha Rag
3 052 PLN ($1,080) - aloharag.com

Boots by Marc Jacobs.

I don't know, why , but I have an obsession about Marc Jacobs. His shoes... I want them all! <33 I didn't like him and his projects past, but now i now and I love him. :D Amazing. I must buy the same shoes to winter... :D

Contest.

Yeah... I love these shoes. They're very original. I don't like this colour, because it makes me feel like these shoes could be from a hipermarket. Yeah. I like this fashion creator , because his designs are really good for me. So original. i like it. Soo... Who made these shoes?
a) Christian Laboutin
b) Calvin Klein
c) Marc Jacobs

Note for Jess.

And this note is for Jess, also for good answer in yesterday contest. :D
For You is an official coctail party costume. SHow your opinion from 0-10.

Note for Ross.

Yes, this look is for you, you prize for good answer in yesterday contest.
SHow your opinion from 0-10 .
It is a daily look to school. for eg.

Remember!

I must write it here, because I'll forgot! CHECK your e-mail. Yes, now I'll remember. I rock, I know. :D

Please HELP.

Yeah. I MUST write about it here,because it is a very IMPORTANT topic. I want only one. Look at this and think about yourself,how YOU can helpand how importat it is. Please.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAB-zJPsJjs

My last time obsession....

is... Mamba. This is a chewing gum ^^" And dance of course, but it is my obsession since I was 2,5 yrs. XD

Any (funny?)situations .

FIrst:
Little John is coming to the Halloween Party. He is all painted red with a butter in his mouth.Other children are dancing. Fred is a Spiderman, Tom is a Batman, Tina is a catwoman, etc... The teacher comes to Little John and ask: `And Johnny, who are you?` Johnny splash up his cheeks and say: `a dimple`. Yeah,...

Second:
Two blondies are driving a car. The one say: `Come out the car and look that is my left trafficator works` The second blondie comes out and say: it works it doesn't work, it works, it doesn't work.

Okey.

I wasn't.

Yeah, I wasn't at school today. My ear is shouting: `help, help` . Kao came to me with lessons to write about 5 PM in Poland. And Now is 20 minutes to 6 PM and I must do my homework and others. I hate it. When I'll be adult? ^^" I want it so much. Okey don't want it. But it'll be great to not going to school, don't do homework etc... ehh... What a life! I must wrote a homework from English for Kao. It was easy ^^" Help... I want to live my dream NOW! ^^" XD

Style Rookie.

This note'll be about Tavi. She's only 1 year younger than me,she's got an amazing style and she has a huge passion-fashion. Her blog is: http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com/ . Her notes are interesting. I found her blog today, when I was looking for some informations about that, we both love-fashion . People have their own words to say but in my opinion she's beautiful and she's got an amazing figure.Her hair is beautiful and her glasses give her a mean. I think she's all amazing and I'll look at her blog every next note ;)

A little contest specially for all fashionists.

WHO did these pretty shoes?
a)Prada
b)Chloe
c)D&G
This contest will end when I'll write a notcie with the words in the topic: `End of the contest`

Julianne Moore? WTF?

Oh my gosh! What IS IT? Bleh... She looks awful. No, no awful. AWFUL by big A.! And this dress... It's beautiful but it doesn't suck to her skin. Accessories? Not bad. It could be better. SO MUCH better.

Original boots of Calvin Klein.

He never was one of my favourites. But .. that's the end! From today I love kim so much! WHy? Beacuse he made this amazing couple of boots. They're original, sweet, cute and ... no words.... <33 Lov3.

Christian Laboutin.(shoes)

I just find them! Absolutely glamour.
First vote: YES
Second vote: YES
Third vote: YES
YES YES YES! Hit !
It'll great to wear them on the winter party ;)

Matthew WIlliamnson autumn/winter 2009/2010

Beautiful. I felt in love from the first saw <33 Amazing :*
These colours are truely, shining are ... Oh my gosh, I'm crying!
The third is absolutely the best! Really cute, trendy and of course not boring.
Guyz , it'll be a HOT winter with Matthew Williamson!
ENJOY!

Polyvore just stopped!

WTF? I must say that... My Polyvore just stopped ;( And that's all about it for today. Enjoy!

Shopping look for Doda!

Porta Celular Couro Chanel
79.900 BRL - trashchicvirtual.com.br
Velvet and Ostrich Shoe Boot
4 575 PLN (1,005 GBP) - brownsfashion.com
Solange Azagury - Partridge Hotlips
4 170 PLN ($1,500) - obsessed.instyle.com
Diane von Furstenberg Iggy Stardust reversible jacket
3 058 PLN ($1,100) - net-a-porter.com
Jeremy Scott Leggins 772 PLN 185 EUR colette.fr

Madonna hang out with friends.

Harem pants 924 PLN (203 GBP) - koodos.com
Pink tiered coat
341 PLN (75 GBP) - dorothyperkins.com
Ted Baker Haute Patent Stiletto Shoes
239 PLN (53 GBP) - johnlewis.com

Dinner with Jesus Luz Madonnas' look.

New Arrivals - Shoes - Shoes & Handbags - Saks.com
3 600 PLN ($1,295) - saksfifthavenue.com
Men: Solid necktie - black
82 PLN ($30) - gap.com
Alexander McQueen Knitted houndstooth leggings
1 988 PLN ($715) - net-a-porter.com
Zip Tiered Corset Top
159 PLN (35 GBP) - topshop.com
skirt-H&M Shop Online
shop.hm.com

Coctail look for Christina Aguilera.

Gunmetal Large Rectangular Cocktail Ring by Kenneth Jay Lane
432 PLN (95 GBP) - my-wardrobe.com
Thread Social Pleated satin tuxedo dress
1 779 PLN 1 001 PLN ($360) - net-a-porter.com
Two Tone Wool Mini Dress
2 071 PLN (455 GBP) - brownsfashion.com
CHARLOTTE OLYMPIA - STRIPED WEDGE GENIE PUMPS
3 190 PLN (764 EUR) - luisaviaroma.com

Casual look for Christina Aguilera.

Girlscene - H&M goes Gaga
3 298 PLN (790 EUR) - shop.hm.com
Leather Ankle Boots with Buckle Details
3 573 PLN (785 GBP) - brownsfashion.com
FENDI
5 052 PLN (1.210 EUR) - colette.fr
Adel Dress(I use it like a ... longer t-shirt) by Jovonna**
273 PLN (60 GBP) - topshop.com

Coctail Party Rihanna look.

Vintage Grand Prix Gloves-Mod Retro Indie Clothing & Vintage Clothes
97 PLN ($35) - modcloth.com
Cream 'Mimi' small clutch bag
182 PLN 91 PLN (20 GBP) - debenhams.com
Rachel Simpson Shoes
rachelsimpsonshoes.co.uk
Dip-dye boob tube top
82 PLN (18 GBP) - goddiva.co.uk

Shopping look for Rihanna!

hat-182 PLN (40 GBP) - ilovelowie.com
Macchu Picchu Flats in Red
97 PLN ($35) - modcloth.com
LRG The All Deco'd Out Tee in Yellow, T-shirts for Men
50 PLN ($18) - karmaloop.com
Billabong Love Pant - Women's from Backcountry.com
403 PLN ($145) - backcountry.com
ヒーローCOP bag
254 PLN (8,400 JPY) - hmr.jp

Official party look for Ashley Olsen.

Patent Black Bayswater by Mulberry
2 959 PLN (650 GBP) - my-wardrobe.com
Mary Jane check lined shoe
273 PLN (60 GBP) - brownsfashion.com
Marc by Marc Jacobs Cherry blossom jacquard silk dress
834 PLN ($300) - net-a-porter.com

Ashley Olsen casual look.

Women's blue flash bangle watch Calvin Klein
797 PLN (175 GBP) - debenhams.com
MARC BY MARC JACOBS M192672 TURQUOISE COTTON -
442 PLN (97 GBP) - farfetch.com
Vivienne Westwood 3 strap heel
501 PLN (110 GBP) - brownsfashion.com
Elastic waist short 97% polyester, 3% elastane Express post delivery and flexible returns policy....
bardot.com.au

Official coctail party style Mary-Kate Olsen.

MAXX New York 'Forte' Tote
78 PLN ($28) - bagborroworsteal.com
Michael Antonio Kerrel Open Toe Pump - Free Overnight Shipping & Return Shipping: Endless.com
153 PLN ($55) - endless.com
Dress -dropshots.com

shopping Mary-Kate Olsen look.

bag-Tassel Side Shopper
228 PLN (50 GBP) - topshop.com
Sculptural suede shoe
2 094 PLN (460 GBP) - brownsfashion.com
JUNYA WATANABE-COMME DES GARÇONS
2 964 PLN (710 EUR) - colette.fr
Genuine British Army Red Guards Tunics - Surplus and Outdoors
819 PLN (180 GBP) - surplusandoutdoors.com

Unofficial party Miley Cyrus look.

Ludlow Leather Tote
2 210 PLN ($795) - saksfifthavenue.com
Flat Leather Ankle Boots with Sock Detail
1 093 PLN (240 GBP) - brownsfashion.com
Juicy Couture Double-breasted cashmere-blend cardigan
834 PLN ($300) - net-a-porter.com
MURUA Tight Painted Mini Skirt (Pink) - 127.17USD(Approx.) : MARUI web channel International -Fas...
354 PLN ($127) - maruione.jp

Miley Cyrus shopping look.

"Ask Me About Jesus" 25mm Pin Button Badge ∴ CHRISTIANITY ∴ Big Cheese Badges Ltd
4,51 PLN (0.99 GBP) - bigcheesebadges.com
Zebra Print And Stone Ring
46 PLN (10 GBP) - missselfridge.com
Kodakgallery.com earrings
0,25 PLN ($0.09) - classic.kodakgallery.com
DR MARTENS
668 PLN (160 EUR) - colette.fr
Dimepiece clothing - Femme Symbol Tunic-White
172 PLN ($62) - moxsie.com
shorts-ERIN WASSON
1 253 PLN (300 EUR) - colette.fr

Casual Miley Cyrus look.

"Why Be Normal?" 25mm Pin Button Badge ∴ VIEW ALL DESIGNS ∴ Big Cheese Badges Ltd
4,51 PLN (0.99 GBP) - bigcheesebadges.com
"I Love Toast" 25mm Pin Button Badge ∴ I LOVE... ∴ Big Cheese Badges Ltd
4,51 PLN (0.99 GBP) - bigcheesebadges.com
Irregular Choice | Womens | Heel | Electrica Love
407 PLN (90 GBP) - irregularchoice.com
ALICE + OLIVIA - White Jewel Face Tee at chickdowntown.com
550 PLN ($198) - chickdowntown.com
Camilla and Marc Electric Boogaloo skinny jeans
695 PLN ($250) - net-a-porter.com

Official party look for Lady Gaga.

ShopCurious - Timmy Woods - Telephone bag
1 775 PLN (390 GBP) - shopcurious.com
R11821651(read shoes^^")
417 PLN ($150) - gravitypope.com
dELiAs > Emma Hooded Toggle Coat > outerwear > wool
249 PLN 193 PLN ($70) - delias.com
DE LA MODE HAND PAINTED SILK TROUSERS TURQUOISE SILK -
1 775 PLN (390 GBP) - farfetch.com

Second time casual clothes for Lady Gaga!

Rib Beanie Hat
36 PLN (8 GBP) - topshop.com
Hermes enaml bracelet
usa.hermes.com
Women: Women's Waffle-Knit Slipper Boots - Orange Stripe
54 PLN ($20) - oldnavy.gap.com
VOLCOM Comicazee Boys T-Shirt
44 PLN ($16) - tillys.com
Nike Essential Durasheen Girls' Basketball Shorts
69 PLN ($25) - nike.com

Casual look for Lady Gaga!

Rag & Bone Metro Trilby
347 PLN ($125) - lagarconne.com
a-morir by kerin.rose — AMADEUS SUNGLASSES
556 PLN ($200) - amorir.bigcartel.com
Vivienne Westwood - Anglomania + Melissa Three Strap Blue Shoes
coggles.com
Hell Bunny - 'Attack of the B-Movie' Print Skinny Fit T-Shirt (B
67 PLN (15 GBP) - bluebanana.cc
tiered ruffle skirt
78 PLN ($28) - gojane.com
Studded Bracelet Set
22 PLN ($7.80) - forever21.com